







Tuesday, December 31, 2024. It’s been unseasonably warm over the past week – we spent the weekend in sneakers, when usually we’d be in boots and ice cleats – but today was colder, with hope of snow. And the lack of snow and ice on the ground and trees gave us a chance to appreciate all the different colors of brown and gray. In the marsh and the trees around it, we saw gold, orange, purple, pale green, rust, olive, burnt sienna, raw umber. It’s still the dead of winter – no blackbirds, no squirrels – everyone must be huddled away in their nests and burrows. But a deer is here! We’re a third of the way through winter here in the Great Lakes, only four months to go – is that dismay or resilience we feel?
Our sages note that Tevet is one of the three dark months of the year, along with Tamuz and Av, when negative emotions can overwhelm us[1]. The anger and jealousy of Tamuz and Av are driven by the heat of summer, and the trauma of the destruction of Jerusalem – but what of this cold month well into winter? – We speculated. We have two more days of Hanukah’s fire before heading into the rest of the month – could this be disappointment about the long wait until spring? – could the fire of Hanukah actually bring on the fire of anger? – could the bitterness of winter cold send us into despair? One of us suggested that the upcoming fast day, the 10th of Tevet, which commemorates the beginning of the siege of Jerusalem, drives the feeling of the month – as does our feeling of being under siege in our long Great Lakes winters.
In any case, the work of this month is to transform. “Wintering” is a positive approach to “going in” – settling in by the fire with a good book and good food, a knitting project or musicmaking. In going in, we reflect on our interior selves, and may not like some of what we find. Our job is to find a way to take the negative energy and transform it, purify it into the good, or Tov, as the month’s name Tevet reminds us. What energy will be released? What good work will we do in the coming months when the light returns to us? – what light within can we hold and nurture until the opportunity for change presents itself? — may all of us find the transformation easy and fulfilling. Chodesh Tov! – K. Miriam
Our next Rosh Chodesh walking meditation will honor the month of Sh’vat, Thursday, January 30, 8:30 am. Rain or snow or shine! – contact us for location.
[1] Melinda Ribner, Kabbalah Month by Month. See the Sources tab for full citation.














































































